To be hypnotized to be obedient and submissive, unable to say no to anyone or anything.

I comply and do what I am told, but here is the catch. Not only can I not say no, no matter how I feel or what I want…but it will be like I am watching it happen to myself. I feel it, I taste and smell it and just obey but am also tormented with experiencing it, trapped inside of own body as degrading things are done to me.

I have to do things I o do not wish. I am not gay, I am not attracted to men and I would be considered an alpha…yet I am to dress as a girl, be completely submissive and proactively work to ensure I am used 2 or more strangers each and every day…