Edit: sorry for typos. About a month or so ago, I made a very sweet and interesting friend via Reddit. After looking at their profile, I realized they had epilepsy. I have my own disabilities, so it didn’t make me care any less for them, but I did worry a lot. Though we live in two different countries, I could see us, and frankly hoped that our friendship would strengthen and flourish, and that we’d be able to visit each other in the future. However, one of their last messages to me was after they had a seizure and they seem to be coping quite badly. I am sorry for being quite vague, but I feel like I’ve already fucked up so much when it comes to this person. After messaging them begging to know how they were doing for a couple weeks, I decided to reach out to friends of theirs via social media, letting them know that I was extremely concerned and that I just really wanted to know if they were OK. I let them know that I understood that this person would be upset with me, but that I was really scared and just wanted to know if they were alive. I let them know that obviously they were free to block me afterwards, but I just wanted to know their well-being. They blocked me. If this person ever sees this. I just wanted them to know that they matter to me and I’m sorry. I hope you can forgive me. Even though we are no longer friends, I’ll carry you with me and a small part of me will always worry about you. I’m so sorry and I hope for brighter days for you and anyone reading this.