i dont know if this is gonna sound desperate as fuck but i could use some help in this matter. Im a 29 male who has had epilepsy his whole life. ive done my best to overcome my disability. im a manager at kfc and working on my bachelors but im at the point in my life where i see everyone else finding love. is it strange to think why cant i find that? its like the world is mocking me almost. i try to be their for others but i recently have started to wonder if maybe im just being punished for having this disability. has anyone else felt the same way.

p.s i do understand im still young but ive never had a real relationship before and i wonder sometimes if i ever will