I’m still in the process of getting a diagnosis, but my doctor suspects that the “episodes” I’ve been having are seizures.

Last night I felt like another episode was going to happen, but then it didn’t. I went to the bathroom at like 7:30p and felt really tired. I had started my period so I went to change my underwear after using the bathroom. While standing at my dresser, I felt it coming on.

I felt very weak, not quite dizzy but almost. I couldn’t even choose a pair of underwear, just immediately had to go lay down. My heart was racing and I wasn’t taking full breaths. My thoughts were also racing but I just kind of kept telling myself “this isn’t happening. This can’t happen right now.” I had to force myself to take a couple deep breaths and stay calm.

I texted my partner that something was wrong and he asked if I wanted to call. At the time, I didn’t think I would be able to actually speak out loud. He did call though and I just said I was ok and in bed. We were only on the phone for a few minutes and after that I literally just went to bed for the night bc I was so tired.

I woke up feeling very out of it this morning. Even still, I don’t feel 100%. Was this an aura? I know auras are also seizures.