I’m an introvert (an ISFJ.)

I will admit that (and I did do this once with my ex boyfriend) when I imagine having a boyfriend again, I would like to spend time with him on a nice warm day in the grass, just the two of us enjoying one another’s company, without a care in the world during those moments.

I have been called fake before, although I think that it’s partly my communication style. I recall that my former boyfriend (who was either an ISFP or ISTP) and I struggled with effective communication in spite of the fact that I created a document around it. I think that we really had different communication styles, though immaturity and the fact that he was a bad person (disrespected my sexual boundaries multiple times) were also factors. I have depression and anxiety.

I would actually be open to having a child, although I fear the weight gain (I am potentially slightly below average facially.) I actually work with children as an assistant teacher and really hope to become better at my job/improve at it. I have realized more recently after working with an autistic child at my job that I do not understand autism well, and I hope to learn more about it.

I do not spend money I make, as I have grown up poor.

I have been known for holding grudges in the past, though I have worked on not doing so within the past year or so. I feel that I am getting better at simply letting things go. I reflect often in private on… well, on my life, and on my decision making.

I do not really have friends. I have spent my weekend completing my Child Development and Psychology assignments, and watching episodes of classic Simpson’s (it helps me relax.) I have never been good at making friends. I also love the Twilight Zone, I hope to marathon it again this year when the 4th of July comes around. I would love to have someone to discuss it with.

I have depression and anxiety, although I feel I am managing both decently without a therapist (I saw one in high school.)

I recall that I had wanted my ex boyfriend to go back and get his money back when they gave him the wrong order after we went out for fast food (this would have been in early 2022, when we were going out.) I also once directly advised that he walk with his head high so that people would respect him (I honestly can’t say whether or not I think my opinion on this has changed.) I remember that I had wanted my ex boyfriend to text me more often than he did.

I have had certain people who assumed, I think, that I was an INFP before (two.)

Whenever I am not working, I am generally watching television, films, or reading (though it took me a longer amount of time to finish “The Body” by Stephen King than it should have due to… well, laziness. I actually really did enjoy it though, I’ve always found king’s stories intriguing. I read a King novel for the first time in high school, and read “IT” in senior year, but remember that in seventh grade I tried to stay home and watch the miniseries out of curiosity. I actually didn’t like it a ton.)

I had a very fun day today with the children I work with, in spite of the fact that my coteacher (who is unfortunately sick) was out. I have started to think that this may actually be what I want to do, and am thinking of majoring in Child Development now.

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