idk, im a younger 30s guy, not into the whole empath lifestyle as seen on t.v, but ive always been one, i can pick up on energy very well, on different levels. like not only feeling somones angry depressed hiding something etc... but like world enrgy? i dont know what to call it.

but sometime id say late fall early winter, i started sensing/feeling something was off, almost like the vacancy you feel in a room for those who have been there when a loved one passes. trying to be introspective and figure it out, i think its tied to the beginning of the end of this season for humanity, no movie style armageddon, but our trajectory has been set, gears are in motion, and theres nothing that could be done to stop the degradation of culture, values, safety, citizen control of our govt, shoot even trash control, it cant be stopped. One day of amazon deliveries is enough cardboard to make a cube the empire state high, and 4 golden gates wide. Just in the boxes dropped at doorsteps.

Ive also very randomly had a disconnect from modern religion. Felt so much more comfortable saying Jesus isnt real, and questioning why people choose to beleive such a blatent myth. MAybe its just getting older, or seeing people killing eachother because of one revolt against the ancient egyptians and another faction who revolted from the jews because Mohamed was not accepted as their prohet. You think the greeks ever thought there would be a day Zeus was nothing but fodder for children's cartoons? Were not special, but these days everyone thinks they are, idk i really cant explain the feeling but its new to me, like i said earlier, a void in people, places, words, maybe its just becoming jaded, or disenchantment, or maybe its just sensing a change is coming.

idk if anyone here is familiar with generational theory, but after some research i totally agree were on the verge of the next turning, the 4th turning? i think its called. there are 4 phases, just as 4 seasons, it occures with every generation, but the last time the 4th turning occured was right after world war 2. point being right after things got pretty bad. it was followed by a period of peace and unification, look it up sometime,

anyway if anyone can empathize chime in