Im sure a lot of us are just trying to get through the day. And sometimes I feel like dumb because I haven’t even been a fan for that long, while some people have been fans for literally decades. And I guess sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve to be as sad as I am? Because I’m still learning so much about him and I haven’t listened to a lot of his songs or watched a lot of his movies. But it’s just really really hard to do because I just love him so much, I get so overwhelmed when I see and listen to him.

But all day I’ve been trying really really hard not to cry but I go on Tik tok and like every other video is a sad video about him. And it just pains me to think about how and why he died and I just wish I could’ve been there for him. And I wish that people weren’t so greedy and selfish and money-hungry to use and abuse someone who was such a gift like Elvis was. I wish he could’ve just spread his love and joy in the way he wanted to. And I feel kinda dumb saying this but I miss him so so much.

I want to do something today to honor him but I don’t know what. I also want to get a tattoo but I’m not really sure what I want and I’m not really creative in that way. If anyone has any ideas please let me know.

Also if anyone is having a rough day like I am and needs someone to talk to, I’m here for you 😊