I actually randomly came across this, but it mostly aligns with how I feel about things

I consistently go through the thought process that “well if there can’t be good without bad we should get rid of it all” usually in reference to humanity, I don’t know if we can ever be fixed I think we’re doomed, our problem is we’re conscious of our actions we choose to do things we choose to hurt eachother and animals and the planet, if humanity never existed or stopped existing it would be better because the only cruelty would be of natural balanced cycles, yes death is sad, yes animals hurt eachother but it is not out of malice or greed or revenge it is instinct… (at least as far as we’re aware) and while yes humanity is interesting it’s also devastating, let us become another failed experiment of earths creations, let us die out, I’d also prefer a least painful way, like…. Everyone dying at once, or… everyone stopping reproducing… although the problem with that one is eventually there would be one person left alive and that’s just sad, I wish there was a way to do it all at once, at some points I have even thought an starting a cult that covers the globe and try to eliminate as many people as possible but idk I’m not that good lol

I do also have a thorough belief in the uses of medicine and science for ourselves though… only to improve the useless short time we have here. Would I like it if we could all just go poof? Absolutely, is that gonna happen? No, so might as well try our best to enjoy what we have

I do agree some people become depressed due to reality but for those that are depressed because of physical reasons (like chemical imbalances n stuff) or abuse I believe they deserve to be helped too

Anyway uhm that’s all