Hey, 25M here!

Back with another post! Last time, was NNN Update 4!

This time, I'm making an early update for only few days. NNN is nearly over... but I won't be cumming just yet.

Recap:

• Came last on 10/29

• Update 1 was slow but the horny was starting

• update 2 is when the horny returns

• Update 3 was when the desperation set in so much so that I came in my sleep :(

• Update 4 was when the horny starts melting my brain, my subby side came out, and I find out I've been spending many many hours edging 😅

Sneak peek: The desire to cum is overwhelming. NNN is definitely harder this year than it was last year

Day 25 - 11/25 ^{day 25 of NNN; day 27 since last orgasm}

After making the last update post I edged a bit but had to stop because I could not go more without being too worried about having my cum spill out as my cock throbbed hoping to be touched (if I came accidently, of course it would be ruined!)

Day 26 - 11/26 ^{day 26 of NNN; day 28 since last orgasm}

I think my cock is tired lol. I woke up just wanting to edge, but I wasn't rock hard in the morning like I have been the last week or more.

The audio wasn't out yet. However, the ENTIRE day, I was horny. The pressure was there. I was alone most of the day and I was just mindlessly rubbing every now and then. ugh. Just the whole time I felt like I had a little precum at any given moment. The horny made me want to look at posts or something but if I did, I felt WAY too close. This is crazy. I can't even focus too much on the horny today

I was thinking what it would be like living with a woman who knew what my situation was and enjoyed it. Someone who knew I was so denied, so horny. Would she tease me? Would she go out of her way to turn me on? Would she want to get more.. hands on? Would she edge me so much I question why I decided to participate? Would she be upset that I'm not cumming so she takes it into her own hands to make sure I cum? I just know it would be verry tough.

UGH later.. I finally gave in. My needy cock NEEDED something. I couldn't ignore it any more. I got hard just at the thought of deciding I'd edge. I couldn't even go a full hour. Touching was too much. This was easily the horniest and closest I've been all month. I was SO close. I thought a ruin was moments away. I had to spread my legs and let my cock just throb in agony without being touched. It was the only way I wouldn't cum. And still, it felt like a ruin was on its way. I had to stop, no matter how much I didn't want to.

I was on the teetering edge. I finally had decided to stop. I was so close I felt I could cum if I just let myself.. And at that moment is when I refreshed to see the audio was posted not even 5 minutes ago. Just my luck.

I was so close at that point just seeing the audio was posted made me leak. I needed a break

I came back an hour later to listen. I am SO happy I took the break lol

I'm not sure if I've ever been this close to the edge before and not cum/ruin

Day 27 - 11/27 ^{day 27 of NNN; day 29 since last orgasm}

If I wanted to make it to the end, I didn't want to repeat yesterday where I was so close that my will power was leaking out of my cock

Hardest audio yet. Fuck ^{and I don't use that lightly}

I was thiiiis close to failing. I was almost convinced to cum. I wanted to. But by some miracle, my will power came back at the last possible moment. I could feel the dam breaking. I could start feeling my balls getting ready to empty. My cock was throbbing in excitement. Finally being able to cum. But I snapped back somehow. At the last possible second I got it together and clenched hard to keep myself from cumming

I would have been tempted to stay hard and horny but someone called me lol. Truly saved by the bell there.

For rest of the day my balls were on firee. I don't think I've experienced that before

Day 28 - 11/28 ^{day 28 of NNN; day 30 since last orgasm}

I had a hard time sleeping. Why? It wasn't too warm. It wasn't too cold. I was just tooo horny. If I pressed my hips against the bed, pleasure would shoot though my cock and up my spine. I would be hard instantly.

When I finally fell asleep.. I definitely had naughty dreams I can't remember. BUT thankfully I did not cum in my sleep :))) I did however, wake up HARD. My balls already sore. The audio from yesterday really did something

Today is a working day. At home, but still. I've been horny and distracted all day. I just keep wishing I had a good girl under my desk to help with the ache in my cock and the pressure in my balls :((

I can't describe it. My balls are aching, theres a pressure. It somewhat burns (but not very painfully). I just know I NEEED to cum ughh. It's like I hit a new level in edging and denial. Really, I'm so so close. I just need to be allowed now. But I've disallowed myself so I'm kind of stuck here lol. I also like to give unofficial control to my first reddit friend (W) hehe. So even if I give up, I'd still need to ask her. Been a bit since I talked to her though

I got even more aroused as I made a post with a poll. It's close to the end of NNN now and I'm thinking about cumming soo much lol. But after all this, I dont know WHEN to cum or how. I mean I'd looove to have someone (or multiple) edging me one last time hehe but Im not sure how that would work

But at least I could ask when! As I made the post I was so turned on. Something about putting your orgasm in someone elses hands is so hot (or in this case, multiple people's hands). I truly dont know if I can make it 40 days at this point

Todays audio is going to be insane. If its anything like yesterdays, I have a true challenge ahead of me

Today was destined to get worse (better? harder? idek anymore) because...

OMG I JUST mentioned W earlier in this post (a few hours since I wrote that part) Anyway, W messaged me and had me hard and throbbing within 5 minutes.. It didn't even start naughty. She just said hi and somehow we ended up saying how horny we are with NNN happening (shes doing it too)

It quickly turned into her just teasing me, sending me gifs (she has amazing taste ;p), telling me how much she wants to tease and edge me. How she wants me to squirm and moan for her. How she wants to edge me until I beg (it wouldn't take that long anymore). How she wants to own my cock making me edge and cum when she wants. How she wanted my cock in her omgg. I told her how I wouldn't last probably and that I would have to use toys on her so my poor, needy, denied cock doesnt cum before November ends.

I told her how my balls are feeling all strange and she made me give them a squeeze for her UGH. A few touches gets me dangerously close

But as we were both incredibly horny, she had to go. W said she was sorry for her "little hit-on-you and run", that lil jokester haha. But I suspect she LOVED to just come out of nowhere, turn me on, make me leak, and leave lol. I feel mean saying it but I hope her Dom doesn't let her cum right away :p

I was hard and throbby for 15 minutes after she left!

All this and I haven't even listened to today's audio yet! I'm scared for when it gets posted. Yesterday's was insanity and my cock and balls are still feeling the affects throughout the day. I hope today's is a rest but I doubt it...

When the audio came out... omg. I was SO close to to a ruin there. So much precum ughh. I NEEEEED to cum like.... 30 days agoooo!!! I just don't cool down quickly anymore

Day 29 - 11/29 ^{day 29 of NNN; day 31 since last orgasm}

The day I make this post. I wanted to make this before NNN ends :p.

I proofread this post on my phone in the bus to work 😅. Let's just say I was trying not to squirm too much. I'll post this in a bit but I can tell I'm going to be distracted by this need all day. I've never felt this on fire before. I'm alone. I can't imagine how guys edge this much with another person doing it ugh

As of yesterday, for those interested about my tracking, I have now edged over 26 hours this month. OMG what am I doing lmao

Hope you all are having a good start to your week! Thanks for reading! ❤️