I stare at the list of addresses on my phone. 'Glory holes near me' typed brazenly into Googles search bar. I've been toying with this idea for weeks now. Should I, or shouldn't I... Would anyone even turn up... Would it be as fun as I imagine in my head... I contemplate some more, as my hand wanders down to my crotch and gently starts circling my clit through my pants. What am I thinking, I'm obviously going to do it. I can't help myself. It's just a question of when.

I look at the times and days they're open, how far away from me they all are, and consider... this Saturday, an adult shop a few miles away. Just take the leap, what's the worst that could happen. I ambiguously write 'G.H' on my wall planner. I feel a twitch deep down in my stomach, and then the familiar hot flush of arousal.. I want this so bad. I need to stop second guessing, and just DO. IT.

I spend the week leading up constantly thinking about it.. at work I'm sneaking away to the bathrooms to watch porn and rub myself, edging my brain to stupidity. Forgetting what I was doing before I left my desk. Panties soaking, sticking to me, and peeling off my pussy as I rearrange myself.. sending me into a little fit of pleasure as it tickles pulling away from my clit. When I get home from work the first thing I do is get naked and run my hands all over my body.. caressing myself, feeling my nipples stiffen and my pussy throb. Then straight to the couch to put porn on the big screen and finally let myself release in a gushing mess.. I always put towels down, but my favourite spot is starting to get a little stained patch of cum. I cover it with a cushion when guests come over and giggle to myself. If only they knew what transpired on this couch every day.

I've been edging and cumming so hard at the end of each day, all week, that I worried I'd have no libido left by Saturday.. on Friday night I was convinced I'd go to bed without masturbating. Build myself up for tomorrow. Be a good little slut and save all my cum for the random cock I was going to service. I wriggled around in bed, tossing and turning for about an hour before realizing... I physically can't go to sleep without letting myself cum first. So easily defeated, I flick up a favorite porn video on my phone, get my vibrator out, turn it up to full blast and shove it onto my clit... after all of about 1 minute, I've orgasmed, shaking a little from the intensity of the vibrator. I put it back in my drawer and roll over comfortably.. I'm going to need all my energy tomorrow, I think to myself, time to get a good night's rest.

I wake up with sticky wet thighs and a pillow between my legs.. great, humping in my sleep again, another pillow ruined. I sigh as I get up and head downstairs to get some coffee.. and then I remember. TODAY IS SATURDAY! ITS SATURDAY!!! Finally the day has come! My fantasies are going to come to fruition.

With a newfound spring in my step I feel my clit pulse with anticipation, I reach down and give it a quick rub as I wait for the coffee to brew. I'm so excited I can barely contain myself. I decide to drink my coffee in the lounge, putting some porn on t.v and edging my pussy before breakfast.. I was going to have a fucking great day.

After breakfast and about an hour of edging, I head to the shower. I wanted to shave everything, be silky smooth.. I hum away to myself as I get dried and moisturize. I stand in front of the mirror naked, admiring my body, and giving my breasts a quick squeeze. Now to decide what underwear to wear.. I know it doesn't really matter that much what I wear where I'm going, but I want to FEEL sexy. I look through all my lingerie and pick out a black lace bra and crotchless panties. Easy access. I check the clock.. only 12pm?! I make sure I stay hydrated and have a good lunch, keep energy levels high. The shop opens at 4pm.. these last few hours are going to drag by, I can feel it. I sit on the end of my bed and wonder what to do with my time. I open reddit and the first post that pops up is a video of a woman fucking herself hard with a huge dildo and squirting everywhere. I feel the warmth in my lower stomach again, my mouth starts to water, and well.. I've got nothing better to do.. I lay down and roll over to my bedside drawer.. my vibrator is sitting on top from last night, but now I've got the luxury of using it to edge myself properly. I set an alarm for 2:30 in case I lose track of time, and set to work teasing myself. My pussy is so wet, and the sound of the vibrator going in and out of me with every thrust is making me even more turned on. I think about where I'll be a in a few hours, close my eyes, and smile as I continue to play.

My alarm goes off suddenly.. fuck. Where had time gone. I knew this would happen! Okay, get my shit together.. I clean myself up a bit, put on some makeup and my lingerie under my clothes. I head downstairs, grabbing my keys off the hook along with my bag as I head out to the car. On the way there I thought about playing some music to get me in the mood.. instead, I end up listening to porn.. I'm so fucking addicted. My clit is throbbing and my crotchless panties can't hold in any of my leaking pussy juices.. my car seat is going to need a deep clean. As I pull into the carpark I start to feel nervous.. I sit in my car and think maybe I'll just go home. I look over at the shop, and the people going in. All just average people I guess.. Noone super special.. but then, none of that matters when it's an anonymous cock in your mouth now does it??

I look in the rear view mirror at myself, and say 'FUCKING. GO. IN. THERE!' with as stern a look as I could muster.. I inhale sharply, nod to my reflection, and open my door. After locking my car and taking some deep breaths I head inside. I look around wondering where I'm meant to go.. the guy behind the counter looks up at me, I blush as he asks if I need help. "Um.. I was reading online there's supposed to be a glory hole here..?" He smiles and nods, "if you head down to the very back of the shop there's a door to your left.. head through there and you'll find it. Let me know if you need anything else.." I walk down to the back, and see the door. DEEP BREATH. I push it open and go in. There's 4 stalls side by side all with closed doors, the locks on the outside displaying red or green, letting you know which rooms were occupied.

I look at the locks.. all green.. so I'm the only one here right now. I gently open the door to one of the middle stalls, go in and sit down, there's a hole on either side of me and I take a peek through into the other cubicles.. same set up. I exhale, put my bag down, and wonder how long I'll have to wait. 15minutes goes by, and still no other sounds.. well if I'm going to be here, I'm going to have some fun regardless. I take a bullet vibrator out of my bag, spread my legs, close my eyes and rub it on my nipples on the lowest setting.. they get hard instantly, and I feel my pussy contract, waiting patiently for my attention. I slowly take the little vibrator down my body, over all my erogenous zones, until I get to my needy little pussy.. I push a finger inside myself and gasp, I'm so wet.. with my other hand I rub just the outer labia with the bullet, teasing myself and getting more and more desperate to release after edging all morning. I'm going to take my time to draw this out, I'm breathing heavily now, and moaning softly as I insert 2 fingers this time.. intermittently holding the bullet on my clit, but never long enough to cum. Suddenly through the fog of my arousal, I hear a door open. Footsteps, and then the door of the stall next to me opens before hearing the click over of the lock.

I sit up, taking short, sharp intakes of breath.. half due to being so close to orgasm, and half because finally there was someone in here to play with. I look through the hole, and see directly in front of me a pair of jeans. The wearer unzipping them, pulling them and their underwear down to reveal what was actually a sizeable cock. I was surprised. My mouth started watering and my stomach was doing somersaults, I subconsciously started rubbing my clit as I watched this stranger start to stroke his flaccid penis. I was so turned on now, this was turning out to be everything I had wanted it to be. I stared as he grew before my eyes. Then next thing I know, he's coming towards me.. I sat right next to the hole eagerly waiting for him to insert himself through.. and there it was. In front of my face. A thick, hard cock, all mine, for me to pleasure.

I stick my tongue out and lick the tip. I see him shiver. I think to myself, fuck it, and dive straight in. I sink his whole cock, balls deep, into my throat, and hear him moan as he plunges into me. My eyes are watering from the deepthroating, but I couldn't be more happy. I'm feeling more and more aroused from the way he is fucking my mouth.. the way he's breathing.. knowing I'm going to get this random man to cum for me, all over my tongue and face. I pull back and wrap my hand around him as I lick and suck his balls.. one ball at a time, before fitting them both in my mouth and moaning with pleasure as I stroke his rock hard cock.. I'm mercilessly blowing this man, I feel like a fucking porn star the way I'm taking him. He seems to be breathing even heavier now, his moans a bit quicker and closer together.. he's on the verge. I rub and rub and rub my needy little clit as I stroke and lick and suck on him, I want to feel his hot cum on my face as I finally allow myself to climax. I'm so adrift in it now, there's spit dripping from my mouth and all down his balls, my mascara has run down my face, my crotchless panties are destroyed, and I'm so close too.. I hear him put both hands up to lean against the wall between us as he's getting faster and faster, thrusting into me. This is it!!!! I match his rhythm with the hand on my clit and rub and pinch and flick.. he let's out a half grunt, half moan and I feel his cock stiffen and pulse in my mouth, quickly I pull him out, and jerk furiously with my free hand, my mouth open at his tip.. he blows such a huge load onto me I wasn't expecting it, it's all over the place. In my eyes, my mouth, dripping down onto my tits.. even some in my hair. He's shaking and pulsing as I milk out every last drop.. all while I'm reaching orgasm myself, jolting and jerking around, covered in him. He's still hard as I gently lap up all the cum and spit, enjoying the little twitches of his cock as my tongue flicks over it.. he's obviously spent as it disappears back through the hole once I finally stop licking.. I'm not sure what the etiquette of this is.. I knock on the wall, and sort of whisper "thank-you" through the hole. He laughs and says "no.. thank YOU!" and no sooner had he put his pants on, I heard the lock turn and he was gone.

Now I'm just left to sit here in this room, covered in cum and sweat and spit.. thinking thank god I did bring my bag with me, I always had wet wipes on hand and this was most definitely one of the times I needed them. Before cleaning myself up I sit back and grin.. FUCKKKKK! I DID IT! AND IT WAS SO. FUCKING. HOT! This was going to fuel my goon sessions for weeks.. I think about staying to see if anyone else would turn up, but to be honest, I'm so exhausted from my orgasm that I just want to lie down in my own bed and pass out. I pull some wet wipes out of my bag and try to wipe the stains off my chest, and out of my hair.. I reach up to my face and scoop some of the cum off my cheek, tasting him again off my fingers and shuddering with leftover erotic energy. I wipe the rest off my face, fixing my makeup in my compact and trying to uncrumple my clothes before leaving the stall. I think I've done an okay job, though the smell of sex wasn't going to be nearly as easy to get rid of.

I do a final check over, straighten myself up, and open the door. I walk back through the shop, the cashier catching my eye.. "find what you were looking for then.?" He asks, with a wry smile. I brush my hair off my face and look at him directly with a newly discovered confidence. "Mmhmm, I DID find what I was looking for thanks.. in fact, I think you might see me again soon enough." He laughs and gives me a wink as I leave. "I look forward to it!"

I go back out to my car, drive home, shower and finally collapse onto my couch in a worn out heap. I kept thinking about the glory hole. It was so god damn erotic I couldn't stand it! I look at my calendar, grabbing a pen and writing 'G.H' in next Saturdays box.. this might become a habit. Then I think back to the way the cashier looked at me as I came out of the back room.. like he knew something I didn't.. and then I realise what he was wearing.......

A very familiar looking pair of jeans.