For the last month or so, my gf has refused to have sex. Everytime I try and initiate, she just sticks her hand in my pants and touches me over and over. Bringing me to the edge and stopping. She said she liked me better this way. For the past two weeks, she started showing me porn she watches on her phone as well. She'd make comments about how good the pussy must feel, and how much bigger the cocks were. It made me want to explode.

It always ends up with me, rutting against her hand and whining for release, but every single time she just pulls her hands away and does a little smirk. I feel like i'm in heat. She just left to go on vacation, and she told me she'd know if I came. I don't know why, but I believe her. So I just sit here and edge. It is so hard. My brain is completely fuzzy, and I just feel like a dumb animal. I haven't gotten any work done in days. I need help. I need to cum. I won't let myself :(

We're in an open relationship, and I have no idea what she's up too. I just keep looking for things to edge too