So a few months ago I started to work the occasional night shift. I'm locked away in an on-call room and sleep most of the night. All things considered it's ridiculously lucrative and minimal effort.

Naturally, being a good boy toy and being locked away in a bedroom with hours to kill means i developed the habit of edging in the on-call room. I have spent countless hours answering call with my left hand while my right is wrapped around my cock. It started to become so normal to me I would purposefully hydrate and go no-touch the few days leading up to my shifts. As did making sure I had a towel to make sure I didn't spray the desk with cum.

Now after a few months of reinforcing this behaviour of getting dopamine drunk while my brain leaked out my cock I noticed I couldn't help but edge even if i really needed to sleep. Every time I entered this room it just flicked a switch in my brain and I became a slave to my need to stroke. I also found I couldn't stop until I came. Deciding i needed some discipline I got some numbing cream and after edging at the start of a shift I would numb my cock and then unable to cum or keep stroking and I could go to sleep.

Which brings us to tonight! I've walked into the on-call room and on cue like Pavlov's salivating dog my cock started to throb and leak. I undid my belt and my eager dick flopped out, I reached down and started to tease the tip as I rummaged through my bag. But I can't find it..... I must have left the numbing cream at home...... which means now im stuck in a bedroom trying to avoid stoking knowing I wont be able to stop and a dick that has been trained like Windsor palace guard to stay at attention until relieved. I don't think I can resist and my shift doesn't end for 12 hours!!!! What should I do?