Since I figured out what edging is a couple years ago, I’ve suddenly found myself feeling really INTO myself. The way I touch my body, the way I grip my cock and buck my hips. The thickness of my shaft and the way it pulsates when I’m using lube and twisting both my hands to stroke it’s length. I just feel hot.

Since I’ve gotten into edging, I’ve been addicted to filming my own cock. I am just fucking addicted to the way it looks, or cocks that look similar to mine. I feel like it’s somewhat brainwashing too. All my hookups or ex partners have always made it a point to tell me how hot my cock is, one ex even filming me and showing me how hot I looked. I remember thinking I looked like a pretty boy with an insanely beautiful porn cock. I felt like a slut as well, watching the way I stroked it for the camera. And it felt good.

Now in my 30s I’ve decided to get back into shape. I can see I’m getting attention again and I love that I now fully embrace that I’m a slut who loves his own cock. I recently edged my cock in my car and I remember catching my own reflection and thinking I looked good. I wanted to get caught.

Edging brings out such a powerful sexual prowess and it makes me actually work on my health so I can be a perfect slut for Reddit and real life