Title says it all. I have been too exhausted to goon, and being off my Testosterone ( couldn't find it, just got it refilled ) didn't help the libido part of it either. It's sort of back now, I ordered some toys and they're coming in tomorrow and they are all I can think about. I ordered the Domi 2 wand to use with some of the people on here, and an inflatable dildo to help stretch me out. I had a plug for this, but it is too long for vaginal use, along with making the stretch uneven. The base inflates, but the tip doesn't as much. So it pushes itself out, and I am not stretched in depth. Very uncomfortable to stretch:( So the hopes are that the inflatable dildo will alleviate some of that, making the stretch easier and more gentle.

Either way, I seem to have found a compromise. I will take a small nap with a toy in me. Not my biggest one, I want it to be comfy. But just so I can keep the need stirred up. And so I can feel the fullness I want. I need to get a vaginal plug for that someday :(