Hey!

Following my post from yesterday, I had an idea. It's probably been done in the past, but I figured I'd share it with you guys and talk about how it's going so far. I might do more regular updates too, just as a way of holding myself accountable, and perhaps get some encouragement to keep going. Someone on my post yesterday said that it's easier if you have someone to hold yourself accountable. So journaling it may be the way to go!

The idea behind this is that it's probably easier if all the decisions do not rely on me. All you need is a die. The one you use will depend on how 'hard' you want this to be. How you set it up also is up to you. The way I've decided to set it up is that if I roll a 1, I get to cum that day. If not, I edge however many times the die tells me to. A couple of twists you could give it is roll again for however many times you're supposed to cum, or you could set one of the numbers to be a ruin. It's really customizable for whatever you're looking for! With that said, if you'd like to elaborate or give ideas of what I can add to it or if you have your own take to this kind of thing, let me know.

On to the actual usage of it. I started with a d10 yesterday. Of course, I landed a 10. Right off the bat, it was a LOT. I'd never edged this much before! I edged it over the course of a couple of hours. I had a "me" night, let's say. And I'm likely to have another one again tonight, as it's Friday, and Fridays are me time. My current long-term project is to stretch myself out, because I find that the looser I am, the more sensitive and riled up I am. I'm very much a clit person, but I LOVE the feeling of being full. So I like to push my limits. So I'd do some of that, then an edge, and see just how different the feeling was. How wet and messy it got after a while. I don't think I'd ever made this much of a mess. Thank god for the mat I use. By the way, if you get as dripping wet as I am, get a bath mat. You'll thank me later. Towards the end I got so sensitive I couldn't last more than a couple seconds before edging. Unfortunately, after 10 times, I couldn't hold it in anymore. I needed to cum. So I did. Twice, then once more when I woke up this morning. I have to say however that how GOOD it felt and how sensitive and riled up I was today made it all worth it, and I definitely want to do it more.

So I rolled again for today. I decided to go with a d20 this time. I'm accepting the fact that at first, it might take a lot of challenge for me to hold back from cumming for a day. I landed a 14. However, I suspect that it might be easier for me to keep going for days if I edge a little less. But in a sense, I love how absolutely sensitive and eager I get.

Let me know your input. :) Whether it be if I should cum or not, or things I should try in this new, beautiful edging world. I love trying new things. After all, I'm writing this as a way to hold myself accountable.

Hope you enjoyed the read. <3