Hey there! I hope you’re doing well if you’re reading this! So I’m not entirely sure what this post is going to be like, I’m just trying to put my thoughts out there I guess and see what people think!

So as the title suggests, today is day 17 of my no touching run. It’s been 17 days since I last touched at all and I’ve been watching porn basically everyday. To say I’m in a constant state of horny would be quite the understatement.

I never believed I’d be able to go this long, but somehow I have. Denial has always been a massive turn on for me, and I’ve seen others here describe the fact they feel being denied turns them on even more, which tempts them to touch, and then so ensues a horny circle. And I feel exactly the same.

But I genuinely love this. Idk if anyone else feels this, but everyday, I wake up in such a good mood, always with morning wood, and I’m always just feeling so positive when I’m this horny. Like I feel so good in myself (not that I don’t normally), but being in a constant state of horny just makes everything feel heightened and I absolutely love it.

So with that being said, what’s the end goal? I’ve managed to go this long without a goal for when I would touch again and I feel like I need something to aspire towards. When I do touch again it’ll be a whole day dedicated to edging and then finally blowing my load after hours. I mean I just hard got hard and leaked a little precum just thinking about it, oof.

So what sort of goals do you set, if any? I love the idea of going months, but the temptation to touch is massive right now. Though I do know that if I’m tired of starting over, I should stop quitting the streak; the thought of starting at day 1 of no touch again sounds sooooo long. But maybe you recommend finding a place/someone to give tasks or something like that? Like at least a task a day for someone might be something that keeps it interesting everyday and keep me focused on track with the denial? Or maybe helping out other gooners and giving back to the community somehow.

Idk I’m just waffling at this point, but if you have any thoughts or ideas or anything then just let me know! If it’s ideas, encouragement or just offering up your thoughts or anecdotes, anything, I’d be more than happy to hear it! I hope you have a great day! And happy edging! :)