shoutout to everyone having to deal with unwanted feelings of shame around their sexuality and/or kinks. it can be really hard and frustrating to deal with, when all you wanna do is have fun and feel good, but your brain's getting in the way. still, make sure to be extra kind and patient with yourself when that happens!

i gotta say, edging has really helped me explore myself on my own terms and it brings out many unexpected kinks and fantasies, so i'm having a lot of fun! it's a great way to get to know me and my body, what spots are especially sensitive, what signs indicate that that sweet edge is near etc. i've been edging for 5 days without orgasm now and at this point i get this constant warm and pleasant feeling, all fuzzy and relaxing: it's nice to just enjoy the moment and feel good :3

the shame is still around, sometimes more present, sometimes less, but i can feel it melting away bit by bit with every edge and additional day of denial. turns out i'm a big subby softie deep down, but i repressed that so well that i had no idea until now haha.

so here's to edging and embracing ourselves and our desires. remember to eat, drink and move enough, take your meds and have fun, everyone <3