The question isn't to edge or not to edge. That question has an obvious answer: Edge. Don't cum. Be good.

The question is this: edge full or empty?

There's something lovely about edging with a dildo or other toy inside. Something that makes me feel slutty and subby and needy. Stuffed full. So wet.

And if I don't touch my clit, it's even easier not to cum, to just feel full and achy and needy. Lovely and wet and fucked hard, like a good edgeslut.

But, if I just rub my clit, I feel a whole different kind of needy. Needy for a dildo or a cock. Needy for fucking. Needy and greedy and so, so empty.

If I'm empty, I'm reminded of what I don't have, what I don't deserve. No fingers, no toy, no dildo, just empty. Just an edge to ride over and over again as I rub my clit and let my mind go as empty as my cunt.

So how do I edge tonight? Pussy full and clit ignored? Clit given all the attention while my pussy clenches around nothing? You've heard my reasoning for liking each, but which do you think is better and why?

UPDATE: Edged my brains out with my pussy aching and empty. Next time it's going to be full and I'm going to use my fingers/dildo and ignore my clitty. Already achy and needy this morning.