So I myself am just getting into edging and orgasm denial and have learned quite a lot in the last few days. I haven’t touched myself for nearly 3 days (absent the slight rub of my nipple earlier out of pure habit) and it feels pretty damn good.

Earlier my SO and I had some amazing sex and I think me edging and denying myself these past few days (along with an edible) had me SO turned on. He started rubbing on my clit and sticking his fingers in my dripping wet cunt and I had to keep telling him to stop.

Eventually I deep throated his big ass dick that kept making me gag lol but he loved it. I climbed on top of him and rode him something fierce before he got behind me bc I wanted to be fucked deep. Again I had to keep telling him to stop bc I was SO close to cumming. He was eager for me to cum all over his dick but I really didn’t want to so I told him I wanted to hold it and not cum. Finally he asked me why and for some reason I didn’t know what to say.

How do you introduce a SO to edging/denying you? I almost felt like I was rejecting him by denying myself bc he really loves it when I cum and squirt all over his face/dick. Is it selfish of me to want to keep edging/denying myself despite knowing how much he loves when I cum?

Any tips/suggestions are welcomed (preferably in the comments)