Don't get me wrong I'm needy as fuuuck all day long just thinking about the next time I get to sink deep and go dumb 🥴but lately I noticed that when I end an edging session I don't get the same feeling of fullness and pressure anymore, it's not frustrating anymore it just goes back to feeling normal as I go soft. It is honestly such a mindfuck to feel so at ease with edging being all there is to masturbation 😵‍💫

A few weeks ago I was having doubts about my ability to do this permanently, but it seems I'm at a stage now where orgasms have just completely been removed from the equation, my mind and body have been reprogrammed to neither want nor need to finish, and it's been making me really happy 💕 I feel confident now that this is what I want and that I can keep going indefinitely, it took half a year to undo the damage that 10 years of cumming have done but now I happily masturbate every single day without any yucky orgasms or craving them ✨