So, I’ll try to keep this short as I can, but to start off let me just preface that before a year or ago or two, I would have laughed my ass off at the thought of even thinking of writing something like this. Yet, here I am.

Alright, so before I was introduced to all this (thanks Reddit 🥴), I was just your average horny young man. I would come home tired from work or school, and as soon as I would try to sit down to chill or sleep my balls would practically scream “empty me!” lol. So, not being one to deny sweet release, I’d oblige and yank my pants down, log into Pornhub and Reddit (I now use OF and FikFap as well, and yep, I finally gave into those too), pump or grind my cock for 30-40 mins, curl my toes, and clean up (I’m a free sprayer usually). Then that would be the day for me, and I wouldn’t do it again until the next day or two, and resume my life like normal.

But then, as most of us here can hopefully, and even proudly relate too, I stumbled upon some of those picture albums with the silly captions and ahegao faces (now one of the my favorite expressions and has become a trigger of mine). Most of the time when I had seen those “niche” porn albums I had just mentally blocked them out and went on my merry way to more mainstream porn. But maybe because of so much exposure to these posts up until that point, my cock was finally ready that night to embrace a new kink, not realizing at the time that what I was embracing was far more than just a typical kink lol😍.

But boy did that new world hit me! I remember vividly one specific pic that had the simple caption “Normalize Porn Addiction”, and that just sent me over the edge for some reason! Even though I liked to think I consumed porn in moderation, and was pretty average for whatever the hell a typical lonely guy consumes, if there was anything at that moment that would have made me forgo my self-respect and societal stigma of some feral and gooey cum-covered loser with nothing else better to do, and instead be proud of my depravity and selfishness/self-love, I would have at the sight of those posts (even though I wasn’t quite at stage just yet and one I’m slowly edging towards). I still don’t know what happened to that day. Some part of me thinks I was just always destined to be and live like this and those subs and pics were just my final triggers, who knows.

Anyhow, a few whimperingly good orgasms and sticky bed-sheets later, it’s safe to say I was fully hooked. However, even at the time of this writing, I don’t want to say I fully “get it”, as much of the terminology and practices are still so new to me. For example, terms like “edging” and “gooning” still confuse me and I think I actually usually only do the former , mostly because I truly do love cumming so damn much that I can’t hold it back lmao. Tbh though, I never realized how much of a toll this would take on ones life. Like, masturbating had always been one of my favorite dopamine-release and wind-down activities to do, and I think it was just a shock to me to find communities that viewed it as more than just some simple vice! I mean, now all my past porno/solo-sexual desires are starting to finally make sense 😂 (although, I wouldn’t exactly suggest coming out to your family at the dinner table as one, as our society isn’t quite conditioned to accept those labels yet lmao). And that’s even to mention the new kinks and fetishes I’ve gained from this! Feet, oil, deep-throats, cum shots, condoms, hell, I’ve even given incest a whirl (just as a fantasy, not the actual desire).

Apologies if I’ve been blabbering on for too long now lol, I just wanted to share a bit of my journey so far with y’all. But I honestly don’t think these stories will be to uncommon for long. I mean, like several others have noted on this sub alone, that with the increasing accessibility of porn and acceptance of our most innate desires, we’ll start to see less of “Porn is destroying our youth” or “How to stop your addiction before it’s too late” headlines, and more “Masturbation stamina tips”, or even “Why gooning is good for your marriage”, or something of those types pop up within the next decade or so, along with other news reports about us. And I know for sure my generation Z has played a vital role in that. That’s probably why so many of them don’t want to get off their ass and get a job or go to school 🤣 (I still manage with a full-time job, but who knows if it’ll stay that way though lol). I wouldn’t even be surprised if this’ll have a much bigger impact on our economy or culture at large than we realize now. I mean we already see memes here about forgoing out careers and traditional societal expectations (god job, marriage, family, etc), and instead dedicating our lives to endless streams of pleasure (don’t we all want that deep down ☺️) and bliss! Personally I haven’t decided on what I want to with my life yet, but who knows, 10-20 years from I could be a successful engineer or doctor, or I could avoid all the stress and be fully goon-zoned in my bedroom all day long, and we shouldn’t judge either way. And I’d wager that in the not-too-distant future we won’t be getting as many side-eyes from people for admitting to being a cum or porn-addict, and maybe even finally use all those pussy-shot wallpapers I have saved but am too afraid to use in public 😂.

Maybe I’m just too porn-brained right now (I’m now only typing this with one hand lol), but imagine how freeing and hot it would be if, say, you’re hanging out with some friends and you’re all sharing how each other’s gooncaves are set up (I’m thinking of building an amateurish one soon myself), asking tips for a sex-doll to buy, or using a public bathroom only to hear the delicate moans of pleasure from the stall next to you, or even trying to dedicate some alone time around your normal busy schedule, billboards, movies…

Alright, I’ll stop now as I’m starting to leak now as I write this lmao, so I better head off. Maybe I’ll write some more or give y’all updates in the future on my journey and what I think or will hope to happen to our culture in the future. But for now…

Happy cumming!