I got out of a relationship about a month ago and since then I have told myself I wont let myself cum unless its for a girl. That would end up being a bigger challenge then I thought with my schedule and how quick I would end up getting horny. I used to be really into edging and was a part of this subreddit a few years ago but stopped when I got in the relationship. Since the end of it I havent been able to even go a week without struggle, I used to not get this horny so quick but now it only takes a few days for my brain to be full of horny thoughts.

I dont usually have any urges to edge or anything but after going one full day without cumming, its like my hand is destined to be playing with my dick the day after. I can be doing anything and then I suddenly start getting hard and horny, thinking about all sorts of things. I end up stroking it but I never let myself cum so I just keep accidentally edging. I dont know why it gets so bad so quick, part of me feels like it could be caused by my hyperspermia. My balls just feel so full so fast and when it gets to that point all of my boners just feel extreme, just thinking about sexy things makes me feel like busting sometimes and I feel like I NEED to cum.

I dont know why this started, even when I edged before I could always control it better but now I just get beyond horny so fast, my balls even start to feel so full, sometimes it gets uncomfortable if I dont cum quick enough. Although I must admit it does feel pretty nice to try edging again, if I could only relearn discipline lol.