I’m so horny and on edge right now. My body is literally shaking. I’ve been edging to pegging videos for over an hour now, and my mind is turning to mush. It’s not a want anymore to get pegged. It’s a PRIMAL NEED 😫 Like all I want is to get pegged by a girl wearing a strap.

I hump my pillow to the thought of pegging. That’s how I edge. I set it between my legs, bend over, and slowly hump. My back is arched and my ass sticks out. I’ll watching videos and match my humps with a girl’s thrusts, imagining that I’m the one getting pegged 🫣 It’s like the only way I edge now.

But it’s becoming too much. I’ve dove too deep into subspace. To be completely honest, I’m still a virgin, but I want to lose my anal virginity before anything else. That’s where I’m at right now in my edging. And I would love for it to be one of my college teammates. She has no idea that I’m even into this stuff. I can’t imagine her reaction if she found out her tall, muscular friend wanted to be bent over and fucked by her 😵‍💫

It’ll probably never happen, that’s why I keep humping and grinding on my pillow. Because it’s the closest thing I’ll experience to pegging for quite a while 😖 I’m a whimpering, squirming mess right now, and I wouldn’t have it any other way.