Idk how to deescribe this... Im a straight male, and I never really felt "manly"... After some edging and denial I like it when Im made to feel less like a man traditionally... Pretty sure Im not a trans fem, and Im not really into men but like, when I edge if Im watching straight porn and the mans dick is bigger than mine, thinking about how Im smaller in general, etc makes me feel so turned on... It feels extremely humiliating at the same time tho 😣😣😣 Something about feeling small and weak and emasculated turns me on so much, and the more horny and desperate I get the more I crave it... Idk whatever this is called but I'm addicted 😣😣😣