I wanna be a girl SOOOOO bad. I want it so bad that I have to deny the big clitty that I have all its naughty orgasm until it gets all shriveled up and small and cute like a good clitty. I’m obsessed with a mommy I have here and I do whatever she asks and I just wish I could lay at her feet and beg for her attention all day. Even though she’s younger than me and mostly a submissive, I wanna listen to everything she says so that she turns me into her good little girl. I feel so pathetic. I feel like a slut that is so addicted to desperation. I wanna be desperate to cum, desperate to pee, desperate for tickles, desperate for slapping, desperate for my mommy’s attention. I’m such a naughty whore for all the internet to see. I even post pictures online to show off my punishments with clothes pins and edging with my coworkers shoes. I sometimes surprise even myself with my levels of desperation. I stole a pair of my coworkers shoes once and tried to edge in them but failed!!! I spilled all my cum into my coworkers shoe like a very naughty girl and have to clean it all up and replace the shoe like nothing happened. I wonder if she could still smell my cum on it even through all my efforts to clean it. She still wears the shoe too. I wish she’d come and punish me in those heals again and stomp all over my big heavy balls. I’m so dirty I can’t believe I came up with this all on my own. This is why I deserve to be constantly edged and teased to tears. I don’t deserve real orgasm, just edges. I need to cum so bad I can feel it all in my balls but I won’t because I’m a good puppet. Good girls don’t cum.