I’m well aware of how gross I am compared to the average person, even the average gooner, and it’s really disgusting. I have weird kinks and fetishes, I spend most of my time edging instead of doing productive things, I, by definition, have a porn and masturbation addiction, and I’m horrible at being social with my peers. Even compared to other goonettes I feel so much worse, I feel like your average degenerate basement dweller but a girl and it’s so fucking gross. The worst part is I don’t care, I could care less. I am happy the way I am and that’s that. I know it’s gross but I’m gross. Why I’m like this will forever be a mystery to me but I’ve just grown to accept there’s no going back from being like this Anyways, I’m gonna go edge (who’s shocked) and not let myself cum this time to punish myself for being so disgusting; hope everyone else here is doing well