despite saying to myself i’d be productive during the week, i managed to find at least a little over an hour to smoke while gooning out every single day this week. i haven’t had an orgasm since two days before the new year, so i’m REALLY feelin it. it only takes a couple of hits for my hands to start wandering and it takes no time at all until my cock has sprung to life

last night, in a moment of weakness while buzzing my cock with a vibrator, i thought i wanted to cum. i was on the phone with my gf (long distance) so i asked for her permission…and ever so sweetly she said no 😵‍💫😵‍💫 she said “you want to save yourself until we’re together again…you’ll be full to bursting 😇”

when i say i was INSTANTLY put back in my place 😵‍💫 i kept gooning and eventually fell asleep. no orgasm, no ruin. i’m currently tugging my hardening penis and getting high thinking about ittttt nothing will get me braindead as quickly as my girl reminding me what a stupid fucking idiot i am. she has me wrapped around her little finger and we both know it. she could tell me i’ll never cum again and i would just nod dumbly and hit my pen to get higher 😵‍💫