Hi, all. I apologize in advance that this isn't your typical gooning/edging post. If you're looking for a pump buddy or cum cow, I suggest looking for another person. What I am looking for is rather different.

I recently quit gooning cold turkey. I already did this once on a previous account, but I relapsed into the goon hole for half a year. I'm climbing out of it again, and I'm torturing myself deliciously in the process. Allow me to explain.

I used to goon for 3 hours every day. Religiously. It was the only thing I looked forward to. Melting my mind with big bara studs was my entire purpose in life. I literally couldn't go a day without pumping, I was so addicted I couldn't cum any other way, and eventually I stopped cumming entirely to avoid disrespecting my new gods.

But recently, a switch flipped in my head. I suddenly just... stopped. I decided that I wanted to change my addiction to something else. To completely denying myself and not touching. From goonsexual to notouchsexual.

I realized I don't deserve to touch my dick. To feel unlimited brain-frying pleasure. No, I must suffer instead. No touching. At all. Cold turkey. No grinding. No nothing.

And that decision hit me quick. I started getting withdrawal headaches and nervousness. I started getting irritable. I was craving the relapse that never came.

Thankfully, the worst is over for me. I'm now in a complete horny brain fog. My brain is so slow, so filled with horny goop. I can barely think at all. And I love it. I love being denied, I love watching my needy dick ache for any sort of stimulation, I love accidentally rubbing my legs together and getting a jolt of pleasure.

So what I'm looking for is someone to tease me. Telling me how good it feels to stroke, while I whine and beg to touch. Of course, I never actually will.

Please make me suffer and regret making the decision to never touch again.

Thank you for your time reading this post. I hope it aroused you and got you stroking. Please tell me about it in the comments and DMs <3