It’s been a minute since I’ve posted cause life yk. But basically a little update for here is that my sex drive is high and I honestly have just gotten more horny. 😩 My sex drive has definitely increased more than I even thought it could and it kinda sucks rn because I’m away from my boyfriend. It’s break rn and I am gunna be away from him for like a month but luckily I get to see him for a couple days in a little over a week. I have been crazy missing him and missing us fucking lol. I have been masturbating on my own like every night and sometimes more than once. This may or may not be crazy to some people but I’m definitely noticed that over time it’s just becoming the usual. And if I can be honest I don’t mind at all. I never was sex crazy but being around my boyfriend I just can’t help myself. I’m also getting closer to a year on t and my pussy just needs to be rubbed I can’t disobey it. It’s like I have to because my horniness takes over. I can’t resist touching myself. I find that when I get horny I wanna get high, and that just increases my horniness more. I can’t keep my hands off my t dick and it’s kinda embarrassing but I just love gooning out. My boyfriend and I have talked about sometime having a full day of gooning and I want to do that soon. Him and I are celebrating when I see him next and I’ve asked him to take full control over me. I want him to touch me when he wants to anytime he wants and I want him to tell me what he wants me to do for him. I just want to unleash our horniness cause I know I’ll be craving him the minute I see him. I’m not always a sub but I’m feeling it and the neediness of needing him to fuck me. He’s so good at making me cum.

Tldr: sex drive has gotten crazy and I’m missing my boyfriend rn

Btw me and my bf are both ftm in our 20’s