The other day I tried to get closer to the edge since for a year now I've been using the start-stop method. But it went kinda wrong.

I didn't quite know what to do. I just did everything I've read. Slow down insted of stopping, reverse kegels, deep breathing, relaxing, closing my eyes. And it was kinda working though underwhelming after all the praise it has received on here. But I also felt weird. So I thought enough for today and proceeded to cum. And then I realised I physically couldn't.

I pumped as hard as I could but nothing was working. I started panicking and wondering what I was going to do. I couldn't swear off orgasms. Some many things flew through my head as I was vigorously stroking and suddenly I felt a faint feeling deep inside. That was it! It took me 5 more minutes before I could orgasm. And it was one of the weakest I've had.

I still wonder what went wrong. And to be honest I'm a bit afraid to try it again. Though it took some time I managed to return the ease of cumming. And I still practise the start-stop even now.