Ladies and gents. I started this journey over 50 days ago. What started out as a meme for November quickly went much further beyond. December hit and I had no intention of stopping. Last month was surviving, this month was thriving. This is a long one. Have a lot to tell 😉

After 2 weeks of touch starvation while watching my favorite porn, getting so desperate for touch my shaft started to burn with sensation while my balls released pulse after pulse of pleasure - without even touching.

Last monday I had a rough day so I decided to break this streak and edge. The effects of the not touching were dwindling anyways. The first full touch, hand around my shaft, felt magical. I couldn't help but smile and fuck my hand slowly. I edged for 5 hours straight, with only minor breaks for dinner and such. It felt fucking amazing. My mind was completely caught up in touching myself. Monday night I listened to my favorite audio. A piece where I normally cannot stop myself from jerking to it. I edged for another hour to it before going to sleep. The week before I had a wet / sex dream every other night, but not that night...

My following days all looked the same. I wake up with morning wood being horny and craving touch. Instead of slowly waking up I open reddit and edge in bed before I go to work. At work I have some quick strokes in the bathroom here and there, being turned on by some of my colleagues which had not happened before. I get home and start edging. Edge, have dinner, "play" some games with my friends while being slightly distracted for some reason ("tired I guess"), go to bed, listen to audio for an hour or so while edging and finally go to sleep. I also noticed no wet dreams, so maybe listening to audio prevents them? Important little detail for later ;)

I had some people ask how horny I was from edging after 2 weeks touch deprevation. Honestly monday and tuesday were not too bad in terms of urged and feel. Don't get me wrong, it was a LOT stronger and my dick was needier than before, but manageable. But wednesday.... oh my god wednesday it all started.

I got so extremely horny and sensitive from everything. My dick and balls radiating pleasure throughout my lower chest and legs. I was able to edge and stay rock hard and leaking for multiple hours straight, not losing sensation. It only got more, and more, and more. Everything burned with pleasure. My balls getting fuller and fuller and fuller. Tensing up with every stroke. Losing my mind from pleasure and being challenged by my body to cum trying to refuse it.

I had multiple occasions where I opened reddit, saw a fantastic post first thing and genuinely had my thoughts stop and get rock fucking hard within literal seconds. Letting out a big breathy moan as if I couldn't breathe before. My mind switched to horny mode in an instant, and I loved it. Listening to audio at night before going to sleep, being forced by my body to edge and edge and edge. Being completely in a horny trans with my shaft burning like it never burned before. Couldn't help but to moan and whimper, throbbing with every single stroke. It only got more and more intense.

Thursday the same thing. It only got worse (or better 😉). I saw a colleague at work with some tighter jeans. It wasn't the her that I talked about before. I never saw her in any sexual way ever. At lunch we talked about the gym and she mentioned some exercises to train her butt. A few hours later, seeing her walk with those pants, hips slightly swaying, seeing cheek after cheek move up with every one of her step. It triggered me. It triggered me hard. Hard enough to even be afraid to go to the bathroom to wait it out. I don't think I could hide that massive boner. I never had this response ever before. My mind going absolutely feral... It was fun to experience~

Come home alone, open reddit, have the first post be a stunning chick and going feral again. I edged as my body screamed and begged to cum. Riding that high for hours upon hours. I wasn't able to think about anything else. I wasn't able to stop touching myself, only being forced by a quick dinner. I was completely under the control of my cock and balls. My goodness the intense pleasure from that was something I never felt before. Not having wet dreams means my balls not emptying. Walking around with thick, full, firm balls releasing a tiiiny wave of pleasure with every step. Going outside, get colder and feeling my balls try desperately to tuck back into my body but being physically unable to. During cold moments I was barely able to move by balls with my hands. They were that full.

Friday was extremely busy. The usual morning edge, but after that I barely had any time. I came home late at night, listened to audio and losing my mind and went to bed. Still no wet dream either.

We then arrive at today. The biggest urges settled. The desperation got less. Balls filled to the brim, being unable to move around at all. Even in a hot shower they were completely firm. Erections tugging on my balls releasing pleasure without even doing anything.

Edging was less intense but still pleasurable. During a break, I went to the bathroom, for some reason edged a bit and felt a drop through my shaft. No orgasm mind you, but simply a drop. This was followed by a small stream of thin cum. I just leaked cum instead of precum. Didn't feel special though.

Took another break, went again later on. same thing happened. Leaking cum instead of precum...

I should've seen this as a major warning, but I haven't gone this long without orgasm yet. So... what ended it? Honestly the most mundane thing ever lmao. I was playing TFT with a friend (a game that doesn't require too much attention) while fidgeting with my dick. Not even edging, just fucking around a bit. Throwing my hard shaft around, fondling my firm balls. I do this more often (also before this streak) and I never get aroused from it, let alone being close to an adge. Just fun to do. Just a dude fiddling with his dick instead of his keys lol.

I forgot I had reddit open in a private tab. I opened it to close it. A cumshot played. I saw a load being shot over somebody else, and my body was like "okay we cum now". I couldn't stop it. It was the most random orgasm I might have ever had. It was kinda awkward rushing to the mute button just in case, though I didn't make much noise, if any. It almost didn't feel like an orgasm, but it definitely was one.

It was quite big, though because I wasn't horny or even thinking about it it wasn't amazing. I was more confused than anything else. Honestly if you were to tell me that i did not cum I'd believe you. Other than my no-longer-firm balls I notice no difference. I guess I'm a bit less sensitive now but I wasn't too sensitive before too. Might just be the day.

Honestly at first I didn't even register what just happened. Unmuted and continued with the match to not catch too much attention. It has been an hour and I'm ever so slowly getting to the realization what happened. The realization that this streak is now over. I don't really know how I feel now. I'm not sure if I'm sad that is happened or not. I don't like it, but it happened so randomly. It didn't feel like I messed up and broke my streak by being dumb. It almost feels like my body just said "hey, your balls are overfull, we need to create more sperm, let's get rid of this old stuff". Usually wet dreams are the body's mechanism for this but I think I prevented mine for much longer than usual with the audio's at night. The load was pretty substantial, though I think if I actually went for it it could've been a lot bigger and powerful.

In any case, I had so many amazing experiences, tough nights and absolutely insanely strong triggers like I've never had before. Going completely feral by a single good post was something I kinda didn't believe was true when I read others talk about it. But oh man is it real.

I am kinda sad this happened I guess, just the thought of it, but I can always start a new streak. Maybe starting again right away? Not an official full streak but I might not have to build up everything again from scratch. I'm legit confused at the moment lmao. I get through such an intense week. Quite proud of myself TBH given the intense feelings, and I fall to this xD I guess all warriors will fall at some point. This warrior just happened to stumble over a loose pebble.

Thank you all for reading, the comments, messages, any interaction. It was a blast which ended in one too! I won't disappear completely or delete my account like a lot of people do. I want this to remain here. I'll return soon™️😉