*Re CW - Intoxication. Toward the bottom of this post, I talk about intentionally getting too high to be in my right mind and losing control. I know it’s not everyone’s cup of tea, so felt better to warn. *

Earlier, I posted about how horny it made me to play with my swollen, desperate pussy while “working from home.”

Well, I’m still playing with myself in the same underwear I’ve been playing in all day — they’re fucking soaked. And I took an edible too so I’m gooned out and stupid it’s unreal.

My mouth is permanently stretched open, I think because I’m subconsciously desperate to have the tip of someone’s cock in my mouth. (EDIT: After another hit, it’s not fucking subconscious oh my god. I need cock so bad.) And my tongue is poking out just a little, but I have to be quiet. I thought my roommate was going out, but their plans must have changed, so I’m just trying to keep it to heavy breathing.

My nipples are puffy, tingly, and sore. I’ve been playing with them all day, pulling and squeezing them to make my pussy convulse. I love my tits so much, fuck. And my nipples demand so much attention. I have an IUD that blocks my period, so I know where I am in my cycle entirely from how puffy and sensitive my nipples are nghhh.

And then, my pussy is so sloppy. I’ve kept the same pair of panties on as i’ve played for more than eight hours, so they’re totally sticky and nasty. My clit is huge and so sensitive that any movement makes it tingle. It’s such a slick mess in there and I love it so much.

And most importantly, I’m so high and gooned out and stupid. I decided I wasn’t high enough while writing this and took another half-dose of my gummies since my vape battery needs to be replaced and I’m out of flower. Super risky when I know these edibles hit hard, but I just wanted to be completely incoherent and horny so badly. The type of fucked up where I’m legitimately confused and controlled by my pussy. It’s work to even keep my eyes open right now. And I love it so much. The last couple weeks have been so stressful, but now I’m too stupid to even understand any problems.

God, I work in psychology, so I’m getting off on how…not taboo, but you know, “I want to get so fucked up, I can’t even conceptualize my life’s problems” would be considered a red flag statement in polite society. Writing about how desperately I need to become brain dead is making my pussy clench and drip, but it’s true. I need to be a stupid fucking whore.

God my cunt is so fucking throbbing. I’m so desperate for cock. That’s all that’s in my head right now nghhhhhh. I just want to get stupider and stupider thinking about thick, dripping cocks.

Fuck.