I'm now on my 5th day of indefinite denial, and it was an odd one. I suddenly felt an ever so slight urge to cum a couple times late into my edging session tonight, but I immediately stopped each time it happened. It was always to the absolute hottest women on my feed today, which leads me to believe that there's still something in me that still wants to cum.

My conscious mind, well obviously I don't want to cum, and my body, if I accidentally got a bit too close, I didn't even have to think before I was clenching down keeping myself from cumming. But my subconscious mind? Fuckin' greedy bastard. I was able to stop myself, but it's looking like it'll take some time to get my subconscious mind to not want to cum. It's okay, it will get there soon enough.

Looking ahead, my next few days are kinda fucked with travel plans galore, so we'll see how much edging I can even do.