Do you know the feeling when you touch after a long while and it sends a jolt of tension and energy through your body? ⚡️⚡️⚡️

That is what keeps happening to my whole body. It feels unlike something else I’ve experienced.

I don’t know quite how to describe it, but it makes me catch my breath 😮‍💨 and it makes me want to arch my back every time I feel it.

I’m getting horny except I’m not getting hard since I’m driving and working. My thoughts are constantly going back to dirty things whenever I stop being busy. I don’t know how to handle this yet. 😭

I’m on day three or week two depending how you look at it. I haven’t had a full orgasm in 2 weeks. Something that started out as trying out edging since I was sick with the flu had turned into a complete mentality change towards orgasms.

I don’t want to cum, and I will only cum with my partner now. That’s the plan. Orgasms only brought me temporary relief and pleasure followed by low energy, leaving me on an uneven emotional state, and making me feel drained.

So it’s day 3 or day 12. You all decide…

What I will say is I’m new to this all and just starting, but I’m nowhere near done. I feel like I broke my brain and my complete view on orgasms has changed relatively overnight.

Anyone have any tips for controlling your thoughts during the slow times of the day when you need to be professional and work on other things?