I love my family but I don't have enough privacy to be my kinky self in private. Basically if you saw me in public that's my regular self but behind closed doors I sometimes wanna be not my regular self.

IM working toward my own place and the secondo I'm out I start/continue my denial streak.

I'm buying a fee chastity cages to try to find which is best for long term wearing

I'm removing all hair from my cheeks down and ordering some latex garments

I'm gonna get self locking/unlocking restraints

Anal toys

Vibrator's Maybe a fuckig machine Definitely a lot of high heels And enough bdsm gear to make any dominatrix happy

I will use all those to stay depraved and edged and hide it well when people visit