I’ve loved edging for a long time now, it used to be for short amounts of time maybe like an hour or so and has progressed to staying edged for weeks or a month now and during NNN I made a discovery

I can essentially empty my balls without orgasm and I’m obsessed with using my cum as lube to keep edging

Obviously during nnn I didn’t know the exact extent of what this could do but now I know. I can edge and leak out an entire load to the point that when I orgasm nothing comes out

Ruined orgasms were always hot but this creating ruined dry fires over and over is amazing and I don’t want to ever have a “normal” orgasm again, this is my new way of life 😵‍💫