So I have a system where the amount is time I'm allowed to edge is dependent on how many (or few) orgasms I have in a given month. This month I have 11 as I get ready to start 2025 with a goal to cum less than 100 times in a year.

Well on the 10th, I was doing okay, only having 4 orgasms this month up until that day. A little bit if a faster pace than I'd want, but totally workable as I had successfully denied myself that day. Well I had a nightmarishly bad 3 days afterwards, cumming 4 times in that stretch. Like wtf am I doing?

So now I have 3 orgasms left to use this month and 17 days to make them last. A vacation will help a little bit, but I'm kinda worrying for myself now. With 3 orgasms left this month, I'm allowed 75 minutes of edging up to twice a day. If I cum, that number goes down to 52 minutes, then 28 if I cum again, then 0 for a third orgasm. 75 minutes is good, it's enough to feel like I've edged properly, but much less and it's going to be problematic

Now I do have a bank of extra edging minutes that I can use, but I don't think it's wise to use them. I have just over 6 hours stockpiled, but it does not accumulate fast, only on days I don't cum and at the end of the month for however many orgasms I don't use. I don't want to use those extra minutes irresponsibly, so if I don't want to spend those minutes, I basically can't cum for the rest of the year. Maybe once right at the very end, but that's it.

I know that's the system I've set up working as intended, but man does it feel harsh. 2025 is gonna be hard (ha!), but I'm determined to make at least one of my denial goals.

Which speaking of, here's what mine are atm: 1. Break my current record and go 20 days without an orgasm 2. Go a full calendar month without an orgasm 3. Have less than 100 orgasms in a year

I know this is kinda rambly about an admittedly complex system for my denial, but I wanted to get it out there.

If you made it this far, what are y'all's denial goals going into 2025? I'd love to know what y'all are planning on trying!