Tbh it is still kinda new and unfamiliar for me to tell you and everyone who reada this about my feelings and desires and it still feels strange and awkward.... but since I've discovered this sub I've red so many horny stories here and it made me feeling to want to make the same experiences, explore my sexuality and feeling good about it but at the same time I'm still feeling kinda awkward and guilty about it 🙈

a long time I had to deal with many other stuff and problems so I wasn't really interested in sexual things and it just doesn't mattered at all....

but the last few years it changed more and more and at first I felt too restrained and guilty about it to made experiences and I just pushed this feelings away and locked them up somewhere.... and since I've red many inspiring stories and experiences here about liberating sexuality and sexual feelings and also making sexual experiences with others these stories made me feeling kinda jealous and I think I've never felt craving such experiences so bad before 🙈

now it is really hard to push these feelings away and ignore them so I think I don't wanna do this anymore and to confess this to me and as I post it here also to you 😅

soo now I wanna go deeper in edging, denial and stuff especially for longer times and explore new feelings and experiences....

and even if it feels really new and awkward to confess but tbh I wanna go kinda really deep and edge over hours and days but never cum to feel this deep desperation and craving but always denying myself or get denied so I'm not able think about anything else anymore I wanna get into this trance 🙈

ya maybe that was too much to tell 🙈

it also feels really awkward to confess but since I've red some stories about sext and edging with a girl I'm really curious to try this even if I think I'm too shy for doing it but maybe someone can convince me or sth