well it's Sunday and I haven't really had much time to focus on edging since I failed NNN (sorry 👉👈), and I've been really noticing that impacting my stamina. Instead of using what little time I have to edge, and reducing my releases to ruins, I just spent the rest of November cumming a bunch! But that's not what good boys do. So today I didn't have any responsibilities or important tasks, which means it's time to get greedy and pump hehe~

What's most important is suppressing the immediate urge to cum. Whenever I start a new streak, this is the most dangerous part. For the first half hour or so I feel like I just want to pop and be done. But! Good boys don't cum. And if I just repeat it often enough, I can make it true.

I managed to get past the initial urge and settled into the phase I would call "autopilot". The need to cum is completely gone and now what matters is just the pleasure I get from edging. This part is definitely my favorite. Stroking with one hand, browsing Reddit with the other, massaging my balls and slapping them a little too. The autopilot phase is amazing. I can just let my mind rest and focus on pretty porn~

But then finally comes the last phase (pun intended) of the all-day session. The Ache. The Blue Balls. The Streak-Killer so to speak. It starts as a dull ache in my groin. I can feel how swollen my balls have gotten over the course of this training. They're heavy, swinging with every step when I get up. At this point I've given up on controlling myself, I squirm and groan and whimper with the waves of pleasure as I pull away from edge after edge. But the ache is what might end me after all. At some point the pain becomes too uncomfortable for me. Two options: Have a ruin in a few hours and be able to sleep, or try to endure it but risk being in a terrible mood all day tomorrow haha. Which shall I take?