Long way to go until I can cum again (13 days left) and I made things really difficult yesterday.

My fwb and I met and agreed on a long and sensual blowjob... She knew I was on denial so decided to help me in a certain way. For almost an hour, I laid on my back while her head mouth was taking care of my needy dick. She slowed down if she felt I was getting too close... and believe me, she's good to detect that.

After almost an hour of being sucked, I asked her to stop to give her jaws some rest... even if the real reason was me, not able to handle this anymore. I then got back home hard as a rock, and edged a couple more times with numb cream on, to make sure I don't cum.

I still have to do to 10 edges today (2 groups of 5). Wish me luck ! I can't wait to blow my load again...