The past 2 weeks or so I have been denying myself through watching porn without touching. That along with an ongoing NNN streak did something funny: i woke up from 2 sex dreams. Throbbing hard cock with aching balls, felling wave after wave of pleasure, but no orgasms. I wasn't allowing myself for so long that I actually woke up from what would be wet dreams before an orgasm. The past time my shaft often burned desperate for attention, almost blue balling myself without touching. My balls were huge, full and firm...

Last night it finally happened. I had a dream where I was alone with a girl (same girl as last time funnily enough) giving me a handjob. The dream didn't last long, but I came hard. This time I did not wake up right before. I wake up in a dark room, knowing damn well what just happened.

I reached down to confirm, though I could already feel being soaked. My hand entered my underwear and was greeted by a LOT of thick, sticky cum. I could hear it slosh around my hand.

I went to undress and noticed the stain... This might have been my biggest nut so far ever. I guess "the big nut" is really big if you prevent your body from emptying it earlier.. twice!

The stain it left was fucking huge. A giant dark spot mixed with thick cum still all over it. I've had a few wet dreams this past month but this was double the size, along with the cum still left there. It's a shame such a load was not used all over somebody else face or body... can't even imagine how hard I would've cummed if I actually did something and held back for an hour or two 🫠

Anyways, I guess it is time to rebuild. Yesterday all sensitivity was gone, but today... my mind wants more. I want to cum again so, so badly but I won't. I love making my mind go delirium over not touching, or only teasing with one finger on my pants or boxers.

Here is to another 2 agonizingly lovely weeks!

Edit: Iwas doubting if my balls were that big or if it was just because I haven't nutted a lot in a month (only twice through dreams) and didn't remember.

No, they were fucking huge alright. So small now :(