I've been a gooner for around 7 years, a 1/3rd of my life. I'm finally past the point of no return my brain is porn fucked. I will be in my cave every second I'm not working or sleeping, no more socializing no more having girlfriends or real sex, just pumping for porn. I've pumped for porn 6 hours every day after work for 6 days in a row. over a 3rd of my awake hours spent jerking my needy cock to my goddess porn. I've just left my cave set up there's lube and oil all over my desk sex toys every where, piss soaked towels under my desk because porn needs me to stay in my cave so I just piss on the floor. The second I walk through the door I get naked and go straight into my cave and I don't leave until l've worshipped long enough to get some sleep. For the last 6 years l've had a gf and every day I was either with them and fucking them or gooning, I used to think I liked sex and gooning equally, l've been single and haven't had sex in over a month longest I've gone in 6 years, but I now know that being a brainwashed porn worshipping pump slave is way better than real sex. I had the best sex a guy could ask for for the last 6 years and i pick this, I want to be dumb for porn in my cave. I've been pumping for 5 hours straight, no girl wants to do that every day, porn can fuck me better than any woman. My ex is texting trying to see me again and I have no interest in fucking her whatsoever, all that would do is take valuable time away from porn. I wish I could send her a video of me pumping to feet and girly cock in my cave, say sorry this is so much better than your pussy. She's already taken so much from porn, all that cum I dumped in her slutty pussy, asshole and bitch mouth should have been held in for porn. That's the update for now gtg, busy pumping for girlycock.