When I've denied myself for too long, I begin to develop some "concerning" urges. I get so horny that my mind can think of nothing but pleasuring myself. The worst (or best depending on who's asking) is when I'm outdoors and can't control myself anymore. when I go for my daily walks/hikes, I can't help but thinking about what I've been edging to, fantasies and scenarios. even when there are other's around I find myself constantly having to hide my boners. When my desire becomes too intense I can't help but touch myself in public. If I find myself lucky enough to be alone while outside I put my hand down my pants and start stroking as I keep walking. I have even found a few quite spots on my routes that I know I'd be able to get a few strokes in as I keep edging myself. The sensation of being out in the open just turns me on more. What's more is that by being out in the open, I can never jerk myself off properly or for long periods as I would when I'm alone, only adding to the intensity. It's a snowball effect of just edging and desperation.