Hello hello!

The last time I was very active here was a few weeks ago when I did my two weeks of denial. I was looking forward to the free time I'd have to do another attempt, and try to go longer. This would be the perfect time for that! The semester ends soon, and I have about two weeks before my exams start. So granted that I give myself some time for studying, I should be able to beat my two weeks, and get to mayyyybe three weeks. Chances are I'll have to cut it short because of my exams, but if I'm not feeling too insane, I'm down as hell to keep my orgasm as a reward for finishing my exams.

The first step of that is that I have to start like.. tonight, or tomorrow. I'll see my energy levels tonight, I might not do any edging like at all, but I'll for sure not cum. I usually like to start these off with a session of clit torment so that is likely the plan if I have the energy :)

So! My long term plan? What has worked last time was coming here and talking to people when my motivation was faltering, so expect to see a lot more of me in the coming weeks. My dms are always open during that time, just know that I'm more of a conversational person than a goon babbler, and I am not interested in babbling with you :)

What worked less well was how I set my goals at first. I'd started this with the idea of reaching a certain number of edges every day, and that it would ramp up every time, but I think that the low and slow option is better for me, for my motivation, and for my endurance. This is a marathon, not a sprint. So I'll have to keep my goals realistic, and try to set time apart to take a lot of breaks...

Which brings me to breaks. I'm obviously not going to edge 100% of the time, all the time. I need some free time and some me time to exist as a functioning member of society, even though I'll be essentially out of school and at home. I find it hard though once I take a break to find the motivation to start again, so I'll have to work on that. Unsure how. It will probably be through chatting, that does give me motivation :p

I also find that I'm into a lot more things when I'm a few days into denial, so I'll obviously use this opportunity to try any new things I find interesting, or that I come across during my time.

And finally.. Accountability. I think I was decent at regularly posting last time, and keeping a semi-regular posting regimen will help with keeping me accountable. I don't necessarily want to give full control of my denial away to a specific someone, because that takes a level of trust and willingness I don't necessarily share with anyone right now. So posting here was the closest thing to accountability I found.

soooo. yeah! let's see how this goes.