I am normally a dom but occasionally like to give in to my submissive side. I decided not to cum until someone gives me permission. The thing is that the more I edge the subbier I get. And the subbier I get the more I need to have someone control me before I can cum. I get so needy, desperate, and pathetic. I want to cum. I NEED to cum. And yet I cannot. My body will not let me without permission. A few guys have messaged me. They egg me on as I continue edging, whimpering, moaning, and begging for them to let me cum. They make promises then deny me.

I wake up every day and my cock is so hard it hurts. My balls are absolutely throbbing and killing me. My boxer briefs, sweats, and even my bed sheets are stained with precum. I edge all day to keep my greedy cock satisfied. The more I edge the more my cock wants. The more I stroke the hornier my cock gets. My cock is my master and it demands more.

God I have never been this horny before and absolutely love it! Maybe I am more of a sub than I realized. Should I be kept in a constant state of denial? I beg for a release but I am not allowed because good boys do not cum. Good boys ride the edge. I am a desperate leaky mess. Will someone ever help me?

Encouragement or permission desperately needed.