i finally fucking did it. i made my brain go pop and was able to goon for hours last night to porn mommies turning my little sissy brain to mush. it started out like any other edge sesh and i was just stroking and dancing, getting all sweaty because my pheromones drive me pretty crazy😅 but after about half an hr of riding the edge and twerking to hot girl music i was fucking FERAL. i immediately felt the overwhelming need to fill all my holes and reach this fucking goon state everyone’s been talking about… i started blasting hypno pmvs and turned my heater up so id start pumping sweat. then i started deepthroating my jelly dildo with my glass dildo in my ass. my penis didnt even need stimulating for almost two hours, it was leaking so much from my throat and ass getting pounded. but this was only just the beginning… at around two hours i’ve absolutely covered myself in my own slimy slobber and sweat, im not even sure if i wanna start jerking again at this point cause filling my holes just felt so fucking right i cant even find words for the euphoria it brought me ugh. but my brain was already melting, ready to reach the goon state and surrender my body and cock to PORN🥵 the mission was now and i was NOT going back, good boys/girls DONT CUM. i used the slobber and started slowly stroking, still while both holes are filled and OH MY GOD. i went fucking goon stupid y’all. i wasn’t just a gooner in that moment i was a desperate little fucking goonslut😵‍💫. i was truly in fucking nirvana you guys, once i hit this stage i was thinking to myself “holy fuck its real, its fucking real🤤” and that was about the last comprehensible thought i had for the rest of the night. for almost three more hours i kept sinking deeper and deeper into hypnosis, im not just saying this shit to turn you on i was literally under a fucking spell. riding the edge became so easy i almost never felt the need to actually orgasm. i had mastered the goon and was just in a constant state of almost maximum pleasure. it made me leak and sweat so hard i smelled like a WOMAN?! i couldnt get enough i was smelling myself the whole time lol. somewhere around the last hour, the edge started to become very hard to ride and even moving on the dildo would’ve made me burst. so i just laid there covered head to toe in my slime and sweat, gripping and squeezing my cock to avoiding cumming all while my throat and ass are still full. at this fucking point im not even me anymore, im a dumb, useless little fleshlight MADE for porn mommies and zaddies to use. my eyes literally started shaking/vibrating (ive seen people do that on command but its never ever happened to me before) along with my legs.then my vision and hearing started to fuzz so hard i lost all control. as soon as i stopped squeezing my goon stick i popped and bursted ALL over myself. it was the biggest and most intense orgasm ive ever fucking had i have never felt such a thing. i was just laying there covered in all my sweat, slobber, cum and tears lol; literally crying and shaking from the pure fucking euphoria i had just experienced UUUNNGH😫🥹. once i started coming back to reality i felt so fucking proud and happy that i finally found the fucking goon state! i hope you guys are proud too. i plan on gooning longer and longer so hopefully soon ill NEVER need to cum and can just continue destroying my brain with yummy porn. i wanna sink deeper, i am fully addicted and i fucking love it… this is me now😵‍💫🥵😘