I wake up every morning with my dick completely hard thrusting into my body pillow with images of women rubbing their hot sexy bodies running through my mind

The first thing I have to do is get on Reddit and check for new triggering posts that make me wanna pump my day away, then I gather all my screens and put on a bunch of lewd porn

Then I just sit there and forget about everything else I could or should be doing in life because plapping my big needy goon stick is all that matters. I just want to feel that build up of cum in my cock, feel it build right up to my tip and then take my hand away and let it go down. Fuck the feeling of constantly pumping, filling my cock with cum, letting it drain, pumping it full of cum again but never letting it release into the world is making me dumb fuckkkk help me