Haven't really edged for a week because I got a new job and I was worried about being distracted, and eventually I didn't feel like I was really missing it. "It wastes so much time" I told myself. "I don't even miss it" I thought.

Well I finally have a couple of days off and not 5 minutes after I set foot home I went right back to edging. It's the middle of the night now and I am so tired but I cannot stop touching myself. It feels so good. Why did I think I could ever go without?

I'm now fantasizing about people sending me porn and messages, I think I'm developing a humiliation kink. I get hard thinking of people being mean to me, adding time to my edging target, pushing me to edge more and more, denying me, playing with me. I am dreaming about getting one of those lovense toys and letting strangers abuse it. I don't know if it's wise going to work edged and denied so early but I also kind of want to...

If you've read this far, keep edging, keep gooning, revel in being a slut.