I'm gonna last a few more days but I can't wait another two weeks to finally cum 😩 The guy I already talked about in my last post promised me that we could cum together on December first, that he would edge with me, and now I want us to cum as soon as possible 😖 Especially cause he fucking begged me to let him cum. It was sooo hard to say no, he's just so sweet and hot all the time...

So yeah, I'll talk a bit more about him now (my storytelling is really bad though). Two days ago we were chatting about mundane stuff. I like to get to know him better and there was nothing sexual in those messages...UNTIL he told me about his huge bulge that he had all day. Naturally I wanted to see and then he asked me if I'd deserve it 🥵 I- Sorry. Just the way he talks to me...he just turns me on so much. I actually leaked a bit just because I was thinking of him today... Anyways I told him I'd do anything so he told me to get naked (except for my panties) and to kneel for him. I was already so soaked at this point 🤭 He sent multiple pics of his bulge and of him leaking and I honestly think I'm obsessed with him now 🤤 I was sent more and more pictures and I won't go into much detail but I loved how he reacted to me telling him how wet I am 😍 He told me to rub but I said I couldn't without cumming. I was breathing so hard my throat was all dry (I don't know what he does to me 😵‍💫) and he said I'd need his cum down it 🥵 I then had to rub and count how long it took me to get to the edge (6 seconds with very slow rubbing) so he could see how desperate I am Fuck, I'm leaking so much by reliving it rn 😩 I'm writing this in my online lesson, I can't concentrate anyway, I just keep thinking about him... Soo after that he told me to do it properly, to rub faster but I really couldn't so I had to slap my cunt 😵‍💫 (he literally made me forget words) and spit on my tits (which was a bit difficult with my dry mouth) and also grind my pussy on the edge of my bed 🤤 I had to tell him what I wanted in that moment so I told him this: "I want you to be here with me, to see how fucking needy I am, to see how soaked my panties are and how I'm moaning and whimpering for you I want you to kiss me while you're squeezing my boobs and letting one hand wander down to my hip and then ass. I want you to force me down on my knees, spit in my face, call me a whore and then I want you to take that hard, leaky cock and force it down my throat. And if I'm good enough, I want you to fuck me. Take me from behind while I'm on all fours and slap my ass" and yeah we kept going :) Did I mention he was on a call the whole time? He was so kind to let me edge while he had to be quiet and he was so affirming the whole time...he made me feel so amazing 😍 The conversation turned really wholesome around the two hour mark 🥹 Then he sent a couple of pics of his hand and I want to get touched by them so badly 😩 we're both so horny and desperate...we were talking about what we'd do with each other if we could 🥺 I hate that he lives so far away, I need him with me 😖 We realized that we both really wanted to cum and that we won't last till December 😔 We talked about how horny we are and he called me mommy so I said I'm gonna cum if he says it again 🥵 Then he BEGGED me to cum (I was really fucking close but somehow I was able to hold back) and told me again that he would like to cum (not even ten minutes after he promised me, he wouldn't cum and an hour after he said he'd do anything for me except for cumming) 😩 I really considered it but I resisted the temptation somehow We kept chatting until I sadly fell asleep at 5:30am 😭 But we kept making each other horny all day yesterday. I don't know why cause nnn is already difficult as it is and we just keep making it harder to last 😖 He just made me sooo fucking wet and we humped together 🤤 and he told me, he wants me to fail nnn 😩 I don't think I can resist much longer...

Anyways he really wanted to ruin yesterday but I didn't let him 😈 I promised him he could ruin today though so yeah, I kinda have to go now... :)

A quick summary: I met this guy on here and he's not only really caring and sweet but I also feel like we're 100% sexually compatible as if we were made for each other 🥹 I always want to chat with him. I also want to edge with him but that's only secondary ^{^}

nnn is torturing me