NNN is breaking my 21m brain

Outside of this I am completely normal. I go to college, I workout, date, etc.

But NNN is amping up my arousal and it is taking me over all the time.

In my classes I look at the people around me and fantasize about turning them into edging gooners who can't think straight.

I see girls and think about how I could date them and slowly introduce edging them when we have sex. And edging them to corrupt them further into new kinks.

I look at the dudes and think about how to befriend them and convince them that gooning is just as good as sex.

Even worse I think about taking the people I corrupt and teaching them how to corrupt more people.

Shit is so wrong but fuck it's so hot.

Anyone else think like this?